Man on the Side

Mr. Six posted that and I suspect it is for me.  Now I feel guilty and insecure and confused and mashed, as the foundations of a defense that I've built over the past two something years since we ended our relationship are struck by little canon balls called The Other Side Of The Story.

Update: If I would just wise-up, I might realize that a relationship would not work in the end if a girl had to dampen her enthusiasm for life so that the boy would not feel left out and marginalized.  The problem is that I have been raised to feel slightly guilty about being so enthusiastic.